A Disciple's Thread

[Candy]

dope songs no she seems like she would talk to you about it just ask her lol

[Emily]

@Candy LoL Emily did say something about it and I wanna try and learn. Can you send me the link?

Hey A Disciple
Ill send the link when I get on the pc cause for some reason the phone won’t let me

[A Disciple]

LoL... @Emily i get it cause my IG account just deleted itself too...

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I was talking mad shit showing my brother... cause I think it's why my father drank himself to death. I think it might be a twisted psych doing it an old geriatric shriveled up type freak but I'm not sure. It feels like they trying to keep me sick on purpose and as a mental patient, they have the perfect cover... no one believes me.

[Emily]

Sending prayers your way A Disciple
Here’s to 2022 giving everyone a break

[A Disciple]

@Emily what does that mean?

[Emily]

@Emily what does that mean?

It means I hope everything that’s troubling you, goes away

[A Disciple]

Everybody a break… I hope I’m included in that too for real

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They freaked out cause I was showing my brother or talking too much

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What’s 7 days in Hail Mary? Cause it curried… does anybody else besides pac know what that means?

[A Disciple]

It’s harder to stay grounded on the real when I’m forced to think of or face all their fake ish. Like I saw… I saw… I saw and I remember the name mookie… if that’s him and his name then we have to step slow but we leaving and my kids decide to come too I pray!

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Like…

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Yeah…

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Execution?!?!? Sounds a little righteous…

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Tired of all this weird and sick shit but I know it’s out of my hands… when I tried to call the magic expert my emails kept bouncing back too. I personally didn’t mean to bring it all to the site but pray my peace and comfort and loved ones and their loved ones too is finally resolved

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I didn’t ask for or plan this or do this to myself… I’m not that type of psycho and nah this isn’t an addiction commercial either no disrespect to that side of the family but wait we can figure this and work this out somehow… on my list you can verify I said occasional

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I’m not going to tolerate some man popping my ear that I don’t even like or respect or even attracted to

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I don’t want a man… I want to make money so I can support myself while preparing to meet my kids… without getting vv tapped. Like who and why hit me there and why is that so entertaining to you?

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Just now got tapped

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No clue who… no clue how… no clue why…

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Cause I know there are decent top 25 percent and will help and make them stop and make them leave me and my vv alone

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Ghetto birth works of the ghetto child? My nephew was conceived on my bday… just like when I thought I did… that’s how I know that.

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Like pac… I need someone to help get me thru this…

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Ced removed the tat and I don’t understand why you all don’t speak and just spit it out what’s up

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So real you can’t tell if you’re dead or alive… but at least it should be in peace and comfort for me I assume… but it’s not… why?

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Like they took the opportunity of me waking me up to try to trick me to their side so they get away with what they were doing and I hope if they lied to my council they did that on their own and I’m not gonna be the one to suffer for it. And that impossible nose or throat type click… no thank you… not impressed… in fact it makes me feel REALLY uncomfortable

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I’m not the bitch that never had a man before… maybe take it to her

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I don’t want to and can’t afford to self publish… when I did send off and they said that I decided not to, if it’s good enough they’re supposed to pay me to publish

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I’m tired too… my tv stuck on a wifi I can’t get too… my computer still tripping… my ig is deleted and I’m not opening it back up

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Like they steady fucking with a crazy girls head pac

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I know who shot me or had me shot too I think… saw that swayze shit

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Still fighting to break free from it

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That doesn’t mean I have to change religion, get a new god, or tolerate some creeper in the dark on my body

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Yeah bitch… Then maybe you should be. You better leave before you get yourself and your family hurt.

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It feels like a god terrorizing you telling me my body is theirs and not mine. That’s anything BUT god to me and nah

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It’s just not my god and they demanding yes it is but they really not

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The breaths and icky noises? Nah I don’t deserve that discomfort

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I stood when A came and it’s over and I never even jumped back in to see though

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Why I’m stuck in this again? If it’s my shadows or my family or my kids we gonna work it out… If not it’s I didn’t even jump again so we gonna strike back and work this out

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You have no merit to hold me here like this… NOT ONE… NONE AT ALL

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Nah I know not that… that’s who I wrote I forgot the name… let me find it

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Keep it Moving
https://www.bing.com/videos/search?q...3236EEBD8AED70


Love, there’s too many facets
Now I’m even more confused
That’s what coming in from the side gets
Don’t think I’d ever choose
You wanted that throat, I showed you it was you
Dreaming the whole time, then look what you do
Coming from parallel worlds, you right
How I get so ghetto?
That fight…
When my mom got slapped back to poor
Cause she left, she didn’t obey…
Oh believe me I know that you know
It makes me hate it even more everyday
Look at us now, how we all change places
Sitting in my car riding home thinking about all them faces
Knowing…
Who believes a black man about his plight
Especially when they see the girl sitting next to him is white

“Must not know who she’s dealing with… etc”
Let the chorus play

It can’t be right?

I know inside you have more love for her
But you never told me and I won’t assume what we were
The night of the concert you didn’t invite me to
Pacing all night, the next day I found that hairband too
If it wasn’t for when that time you finally slapped me
It was for the reasons I snatched them dishes and put them on the balcony
Like you said… who is schooling who
When he woke me up to give me a bite too
“You was really the realest I just think your pride is just”
Maybe in the reverse you see it was you
But you left me just standing there so confused by what you do
And when I fucked him, I felt them snap me out of the spell
So don’t pretend you don’t know how the snowflake fell
I can tell…
How am I supposed to trust you now?
Your eyes still be killing me
Like I don’t know you’re still walking… how?
I’m lucky still parts of you be feeling me

Let the chorus play

The slow mo… that’s how I saw the gun
And when I screamed and you all ducked
It was god that made them run
We got it done…
Ever think that is for all it was
Cause I always gain a new enemy for all that this does

I just wanna have fun

You always asking why I write so dark
That’s like asking a dog not to bark
But maybe that means you read a word or two
So one day I know you’ll read this one and realize the wish was for you
I take it back too

“I know my days are numbered… “ let the song play out.

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Pac I really need them bitches and their family away from me for real… I have no clue how to protect myself from all this

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Like can’t even be myself so I can handle it too

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I don’t remember that my days are numbered but let’s just say 7 and we all can go and finally decide what’s up

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I don’t remember writing that about my days being numbered but either way I’m fine… TRUST

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I’m praying for 7 days bitches and I’ll see you all there… you not sleeping me NO MORE

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Like honestly… I’m sure you meant well but you fell right into it and helped them too it feel like but idk

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I’m a try to sleep… it’s an abusive zone to me and no one care or help

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I think god and hear someone say forgive me and it’s not me… that’s some serious disrespectful shit to my body and religion too

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I’m going to the store

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That made me smile… red house

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But 7/11 is 24 hours so I’m a wait for the doors to unlock

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Maybe I’ll get a coffee and come back

[A Disciple]

They Id’d me after they unlocked the door and said security tight these days… like seriously… after seeing red like message received but stop fucking with me I’m not impressed at ALL and like what the fuck are you assholes even doing? Like MY god wouldn’t even sweat that right now compared… seriously let go! It’s keeping me sick…

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$15 for cover up and the only one left the shade was wrong… I’m a go to the other cvs tomorrow and see what’s up

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If you’re so scared why do you refuse to leave me alone?

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Yeah I’m insane for life… that’s why you deleted my ig!

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No users found

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I’m telling you all stop fucking with my head…

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And the tractor next to me when I was hit in myrtle beach?

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Peace and comfort in my own body and that’s not switching with them…

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They’re at my throat RIGHT NOW and I don’t fucking think so for real

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You not going to betray my family and then block and keep me from them

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Why breathing sick… why they disrespecting my body so bad for real… who disrespectful my body like this for real

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Nah… idc I’m not living like this being disrespected in my own body too… I have to hear them pray when I go to too

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Something must’ve happened… maybe the car in the parking lot switching my roach

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You think I’m some cool toy? Flesh means nothing to who? Like these extremes im just dying to find out who

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“Don’t give up right before the dawn” I’m trying not to but they abused the shit out of me in the name of god

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I’m a try to sleep now Pac…

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I don’t want this god and they can’t make me change my own fucking god

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My god wouldn’t abuse my flesh

[A Disciple]

Funny bitch… that’s deleting evidence

[Soule]

What is your avatar?

[Truth Iscariot]

What is your avatar?

Questions that need answers

[A Disciple]

@Soule my but.

SO CLA919 on ig is deleted and I can’t get the name back. I remember passing out the decision tree… I read art of war but for the business version.

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Yeah… no more tug of war. Abuse has to leave…

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Why I can’t write on the banned members page?

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Hi pac!!!!

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The trump clip LOL

[Truth Iscariot]

Interesting

[A Disciple]

I just wanna stay behind the scenes… that’s dead wrong they deleted my cla919 on ig… for what?

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@Truth _iscariot “until makaveli returns it’s all eyes on me”