I can't move
Like frozen time has frozen time
Like the line for freedom is stretched around the block twice
It must be nice not to go through what I am submerged in...
I am swallowed in the hallow halls of uncertainty
Feeling the urgency blurring through hurrying thought
Bought a front row seat to the chaos that have me off kilter
Filtering the cleanliness of being at peace and dirtying the edges with strife
I am a capeless caper facing the long of the game
Knowing that an end has to come
So how do I deal
How do I rise above the mist and see the shadowy stillness
I guess I'm a guest in this purgatory
Stuck slurring clear thoughts and actions
Vaporizing strands of civility to the radon fingers
How do a claim peace
How do I not spite GOD for taking someone who meant so much
I hate being to that he will be in a better place that he wouldn't hurt again and the disease that plague the normal parameters are frayed and jaded to the point that I can't recognize the errors of its ways from the progression of being better
A concert of lies and half truths
Falsetto singing an aria pitching a shut out on bad intentions and outcomes
Conducting the removal of my sanity
I wish I could have my father back.....