What is happening in my head ?
Is this a dream that I woke up into or am I really dead ?
And if I'm dead why am I still guilty ?
These feelings that I carry are sporadic and really unhealthy.
But the shit that I have been through is everything that is against me.
I don't even know if im worth it, doing this thing that I'm doing cause everybody else are wrong for what they are saying
And what they are saying is that I'm a failure and that I'm a fucking bum.
And I couldn't care shit for what you got to say against me scum.
And Now that I've cleared my head, I know the shit that imma be doing quite ahead.
There is this one girl that I have been waiting long enough.
She still doesn't know it and YEAH I betchya she's tough.
What gets me going is her smile that runs through my head.
But it's the fear of loosing hope that drives me shit scared.
You ask, Am I a Romantic ?
Fuck no, I'm a psychophatic nomadic running to the Atlantic.
But wait, I remember I'm SYCOPHANTIC ! Haha. (For you )
Whatever it is that I am, is not really who I am.
Cause who I am is what's part of the mystery.
And this shit on the Contradictory might be the part of the trickery.
Of realizing who I actually was from the start of your wicked treachery.
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