I’m alone in a cage, fearing the future and baring the rage,
Parents astray, banished me away, and I burden the shame,
Got a bad name for myself, won’t vanish or deteriorate,
No fate, no path to take, can’t make the mattress break,
Even though I’m scrunching punches and throwing them at the mat,
Then after that, find myself in bad health imagine that,
Without a hope to grasp, without a life to lead,
The family ends at me, ain’t no more apples on tree,
My happiness deceives me and covers up the truth,
Like a veil over the sadness, like the tiles upon the roof,
And I have thought it through, like a thousand times a two,
An exit out this anger, a hanging noose will have to do,
I can’t get answers from you; you don’t appear to exist,
Because trust me I’ve prayed, but still its come to this,
Look what I’ve done to this life, bludgeoned and stuck within,
I’m distraught and left in shatters, a grenade without a pin,
Pull up the bedside table; I’m able to stand on top,
It ain’t too stable, and it may fall, so I’m already ready to drop,
So be steady don’t rock, I’m getting sweaty a lot,
Take my last breath; see the petty life that I got,
The clear confetti stops, falling from the ducts of my eyes,
My demise, not like people give a fuck if I die,
Don’t mean much if I cry, there is no moral like the fable thinks,
The cable swings, I descent without a pair of angel wings.