Bulletproof Aphrodite
Burden
Truth
Vincible
The room shakes with silence,
A western style standoff without the fatal weapons.
I'm the tormentor apparent.
The obvious heir to Satan's throne;
Or so I'm repeatedly told.
She cringes at me with those beautiful eyes,
Don't do it.. please..
I refuse, it's not a choice
It's a way of life.
The wounds I inflict don't show,
Experience; I make sure of that.
Like a wave she crashes
To the ground with an air of resignation.
Forcing her legs apart,
My fresh breath envelops her.
The beautiful stench of whiskey
Is forced into her cute mouth.
I usually move quick;
Fists balling like the kids are.
My heart beats triumphantly,
I'm so sorry dear; it's what I crave.
Crushing your pretty skull with a flicker
Of my heavily tattooed arm.
At least now you may sleep...
Smeared black Ink scripts the violence
I remember my actions, abuse at its worse
as i cursed
i proceeded to trash a love held sacred
And scarred you deeply
with the essence of a ten second feud
I may have sparked a spiritual revolution
I see Floods of hate rolling in
You dream of sin, i am so weak in your mind
Fantasies of getting even
they will consume you whole
Honey, you can remain cold
but me but stick by my side
at least allow a broken poet
to make good on a withered promise
I will one day do right by you
and there will be no more running mascara
leaking in to my own sea of Alcohol
And swollen lips will be instead kissed
My love burns eternal,
I'm just sorry that the brander
left its mark on you
Smeared black ink scripts the violence
something I'm attempting to undo
Dear John,
I hit you and you hit me back
blood trickles from my nose
you expose the inner workings
of a battered psyche, without you
I don't have a life, without you
I'd rather die, my shining knight
It seems your biggest fight
is with me, you no longer
slay my dragons you slay me
to you our love is a chess match
the shards of my heart multiply
now these tearducts are empty
you're yet to break your cocoon
you'll never be my butterfly
our love died, everything you said
was an utter lie
the well ran dry
your Aphrodite no longer beautified
my beau losing all valor
Dear Jane,
you're the antagonist of my suicide notes
another suicidal hoax, hated by your folks
if I could I'd kiss your scar tissues
let you cry in my embrace, tears of joy
and fear that I'll change
See you in your casket and not care
your ailments are inferior
I hate you for the blasted bitch you are
I use to dazzle you with chivalry
now you chastise and belittle me
add a surplus of insults to injury
I love you more than I know
your forgiving heart is my oasis
your love is BEAUTIFUL AND WASTED
so I guess this is Goodbye