Early in my childhood I can remember sunshine
Light rain soft breeze every moment was mine
No worries or quarrals just birds lungs at work
When the sun was rising a new day was birthed
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I was young not even in my teens living so free
Had the world in my palm I new god was with me
But as I grew older he disapeared with the sun
Everything I disliked as I grew I slowly become
Started talking trash about people I really new
Put my dreams in the windowsill an out they flu
Destined to never come back into my life again
I was close to, a young athlete better then men
Thirteen years old playing provincial soccer
I loved my life, but I was thirteen when I saw her
Her name was Tamara my first crush and kiss
I was in love, I didn't think it could turn out like this
But I look back now and see that girl took away my wish....
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I look back now and I see, now i'm nineteen
And I gave up then what today I could've been
All over a girl. cause when push come to shove
I should've pushed and shoved that love away
So today instead of trying to take responcibility
For my actions, I wouldn't have to ask this...
Was my dream set in motion and really a possibility?
I look back now an wonder...but i'll never know..