very heartfelt piece. especially because its true. its one thing to write a depressing piece on thoughts, but its another to write it on reality. you easily replayed the event in my mind with your first verse. your second and third verses were able to help me feel the way you were feeling in a slight sense. the heart in this is the biggest part of this. the flow and everything else were merely bonuses. real enjoyable piece. im real sorry this had to happen tho. may God bless and take care with your head up...
peace