I was reading a horoscope type thing the other day, and everything it said about me was pretty damn accurate. I mean this little bookmark had me down to a T. But then it mentioned that I'm capable of deep love but only once in my life and never again. So it got me thinking, what if that was true, and you knew it. How would you feel if you had already had your one real shot at love, it was gone, and there was no second chance. Knowing that you had your run and your incapable of experiencing it again. It kind of makes dating in general seem pointless. I mean, it does wonders for casual sex, but you always know that it will never be more. Shitty feeling.