Lift the banister quick, shift a canister with
a sick magical twist.slipped a capsule in this,
mix, i fathom if its sips will rather be bliss
butt this actualy is, sick unraveling quick
drinking the potions its smoking, feeling the coldest of oceans
relieved of lonely emotions, fiening a soul to be opened
hearing these vocals are spoken, dreaming while hoping but choking
my love split open nd broken and my heart feels the boldest explosion
Hello world, I'm the monster within, driven with sin
Risen from my prison to discover what I've been missin'
Inhale slowly for evidence of this existence
Resonance from oxygen in my lungs claiming residence
Broken motion as my body and I become acquainted
Soaked in emotions of hatred, pictures of carnage painted
Inside my mind... Acute pains now shooting through my chest
Finding the time in my life defusing to a rest
then my muscles relax, I'm recovering fast
Uncovering tracks and juggaling facts
how a substance reacts, but lusting a batch
addicted to this mixture start chugging a flask
then my brain wonders, why my skin is changin colors
untamed raging utter, and I'm set on any dame or lover
my veins fading fluster, wonder whats underneath
the surface, behind the curtains, then out comes a beast
This is a monstrous rebound and I'm consciously sound
Nonsense grounded within me, I intend to stick around
With notions of ill will, I'm honing my bodily motions
For schemes provoking commotion, society's corrosion
I'm heartless, regardless of what resides in my chest
I'll depart this laboratory and seek to molest
The world's mentality, there'll be many fatalities
Pain strikes again, is my reality a fallacy?
This can't be happening, rage is receding and my heart beating
I start screaming, I aint believing I'm in the dark breathing
A depleting sense of meaning, for my life I start pleading
A hard feeling of hopelessness as i stare at the stars dreaming..