Im working on my topicals, this might not be too good, but just lemme know what to work on alright...
~Troubled Life~
This Life...brings me turmoil, the pain is indescribable, leaving me defenseless
Im hurting so bad, but cant explain to peeps, they just say im in denial, its senseless...
I succomed to the drugs, like weed and coc, so my parents lost my trust
And the path since then has gotten deeper and deeper, my lifes just turning to rust...
My "so called" friends have brought me down indefinitly, now the devil has me in his grasp...
But whenever my "friends" would have troubles arise, i'd be there to back em up right fast
Now all the defining moments in my life have been wasted from the drug abuse...
Lieing, cheating, stealing...and not being honest in my dealings has contributed too
I use to be a good kid, but all this shits just made me feel permanently lost...
Its fuckin terrifying because its gotten to the point where i cant control my thoughts
I'm becoming a headcase, all these thoughts disturb my head non-stop, they're fuckin relentless...
I dont know, maybe its because of the shame and guilt of the life in living so wreckless
I've lied so many times to my parents about drugs, partying or who i was chillin with...
Now its caught up to me, and i feel so bad for the bullshit i gave them as a gift
I've had enough of this shit, I wanna get my life back on track, and end all of the deceiving...
I wanna make it up to my parents, sincerely apologize, just end all of the grieving
I hurt my family enough, but I think im finally seeing, there is a chance for beleiving...
And there is a chance to get back on track, and get my ass out of this purple haze's being
To get out of this "Troubled Life", will make me a better person inevitibly...
To quit all the drugs, lieing, deveiving and bullshit, will set my soul free
