UNWANTED CHILD
rizzo-black
vafinest-red
A gift from this earth, yet a curse at birth, i became a issue
Fellings diverse, turns 4 the worst, a burst of vaginal tissue
with open eyes to my suprise, there's people all around me
but with certian demise i hear a cry " i do not want a family"
snatched from placenta feelings cold as winta, as i take my first breath
Over time with a childish mind, I sit with these memories........ an wept
kept emotions inside from pride, wondering where they could actually be
why was i deprived this chance for life?, excluded from there vision i see
i was divided line long division, but yet imprisioned from the love of my folks
morning and missing, praying and wishing, chest tightens i began to choke
Observing a man, spittin image of me, wanting to ask about his past years
As i crept near a women appeared, flashbacks of her face i c see so clear
thought through my mind of first pain i felt, i kept walking to be on my way
a UNWANTED CHILD, yet felt so proud, that i am the man that i am today
from the first day born,parents didn't pay no attention
avoided problems all the time,but his parents still ignored him
he felt unwanted,with alot of problems in his head
sometimes he wanted to shoot himself,his parents wouldn't care if he was dead
so he went on his own at the age of thirteen,selling drugs and holding guns
but his parents didn't care,they thought he was doin it for funds
cuz he was on his own,with no parents on his back
so he had to watch to watch his back,cuz his parents didn't know how to act
people wanted to fight him cuz of his parents wrong doing
but he stood up for himself,and his parents didn't know that he would take a bullet
so now hes grown up living life behind a cell
with no parents to support him,now hes goin through hell
now this is how he felt as a unwanted child
but now hes grown up ready to go wild
be right back with my 2 links
