Worthless
This is all a dream...
What the fuck am I about? Why is nothing what it seems?
Now I'm burning my skin with a magnifying glass and the sun's beams....
I'm worthless, I never tried to provoke this but you gave me influences that nearly had me slit wrists...
and why is this? Why am I not Wanted?
My emotions have collapsed and my mind has already fallin.
I'm callin your name, and I sound retarded
Cuz I scream "____"!!!!
People look back at me and wonder but they do not speak...
My sould drowned in the river, body lies in the creek..
So why is this? How? Who and What am I?
WHere is this going? Can I come? Why cant I?
It seems as if this has happened before as if I had a past life...
Strife, End this life with a knife...
No i wont or I might...Or I'll let it all out with these lines that I write...
But my mind it keeps trying to put up a fight...
Cuz I dont understand what is wrong and whats right..
Because I'm worthless, Like a sad clown in a circus..
strugglin in life entertaining others just to find my purpose
But I do choose to move on, and with this I am certain...
Why do I criticize others when it's only me that I'm Hurting...
I used to admit that everday was gettin better...
but now If i had a choice I wouldnt want to live forever...
I'd wish and pray to God to let me die tomorrow...
set me free of this heartbreak, and loose of this sorrow.
Worthless, Like the time spent writing this song..
Hits from the bong, as I sigh and press charges on my father,
who was physically but not mentally there.
so prepare to hear the worst from me. Just send 2 proofs of purchase to my mind and I'll send some eyes to those who looked at me...
But were blind.
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